Monday, December 15, 2008

it's been a while

ummm i don't have anything new.
sorry.

i hate having crushes btw.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

this is why i can't have nice things.

i turned my wonderfully pretty blonde hair






gray.
because i'm a douche and i fail.

Monday, December 1, 2008

wtfwtf.

my parents both looked at my tonsils tonight. 
and they were all "EWWWW" so now they think i might have tonsillitis. GAY. FTSK gave me fucking tonsillitis. from standing in the cold...

that doesn't make as much sense as me getting a cold/the flu. :|

so now they're saying i might not get to go see FTSK in indiana on friday. but it all depends on if i can get in to see the doctor before friday or not. sd;lkfjdas;fdsfasdjflkasdfow;efcjaoweifjdos;fijweiojasdfdls;akfjcw

bleh.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

oh tina;


you make me lol oh so much.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

i should be in toronto right now

getting it on with my husband.

Monday, November 24, 2008

ATL and Sassyback [copied and pasted from myspace]

This blog isn't going to be as amazingly amazing as my other ones, sadly, but I hope you love me anyway.


ATL
My mom drove me over to Ashley's, then we left like twenty minutes later for the venue. Once we got there, we sat in the car for awhile, until her friend that does an internship got us passes for early entry. Once inside, we went pee(lol) then went straight to the barricade. Yessirrr, I got barricade. Right in the middle. This creeper was standing next to me though and he was trying to flirt with me and it was icky.

Every Avenue was really great, and I got one of the setlists :D! The Maine was also great, but John Ohh makes silly/cute faces when he sings and it was making me giggle. Then Mayday Parade... I am bitter towards them. I've never listened to them and they were good and all, BUT THEIR GUITARIST (Alex, according to Brittni) FUCKING SPIT RIGHT ON ME. Not mouth full of water spit, but loogey spit. It landed right on my bangs and a tiny bit on my face, and on the girl next to me. It was soooooooo gross.

Next All Time Low. Amazing. I was almost directly in front of Alex. Him and Jack talked about Alex sleeping with his mom and dad. Jack also said he's never touched a vagina and Alex was describing it to him as it being like a hot pocket with guacamole. lmao Jack was grossed out and Alex was like "well that's what your mom's was like" and said that was the only experience he's had.
Jack: "My mom is dead."
Alex: laughing, "That's probably why."
Ugh I adore them.

At the end, Rian had these waterbottles and was giving them out, and that creeper next to me was like "JERRY! JERRY!" so I yelled out "RIAN!" and he walked over and handed me the bottle. It had the setlist taped onto it, with a pick tucked in the edge of the setlist. Oh and me and Ashley each got part of one of ATL's setlists, but since I got the waterbottle one I gave her the other piece of the one so she has a complete one lol.

We didn't stay to meet anyone because it was fucking cold and I'm not about to stand in the cold fighting those little girlies. No thank you.


FTSK
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO we got there around 4. Which was stupid because it was fucking cold and I swear to god I almost froze to death. The guys didn't come out before, which was sad, but whatever. We got inside and Ashley and Brittni got some merch, then we went and sat in some chairs for Sing it Loud and Hit the Lights. For FTSK, we got up and went to the back of the crowd. Their set was amazing, obviz.

Right after their set, we went outside to try and find them. We were all freezing so Ashley and Brittni went to the car while me and Kimi/Kimmy/idk how to spell her name D: stayed in the parking lot by the buses. That's when we saw Jonathan and Kyle walking towards us. We start walking toward them and Jonathan goes "hey Brittani! we were just talking about you" and walks right over to me and hugs me, and said "how are you?" and I was super excited that he recognized me right away lol. He yelled "this is my modwife!" to Kyle, so Kyle goes "hey modwife!" haha. He walked away to go back inside and said he needed my help with something later. When they were standing at the door, me and Kimi/Kimmy/I'm just going to call her K from now on decided that we were going to sneak back in with them, so we ran over and walked in right next to them lmao. K got pictures with Austin and Kyle inside, and I got a hug from Kyle. Ashley and Brittni were still outside so we decided to go out there so they wouldn't completely hate us.

We chilled outside for awhile, and were over by the bus until Ducky got all butthurt and said we couldn't be over there and brought out a barricade thing. He is such a douche. Umm, we went around the barricade because we're rebels (and K parked her car at the bottom of the hill on the other side of the buses). The parking lot next to the venue with the buses had a grass hill at the back, which led down to another parking lot and a street. Jonathan came out of the bus to go back inside again while we were chilling next to the bus, and he hugged us all. I was on the phone with my mom at the time lol. We sat in K's car for a while waiting for Caleb to come out of the bus, but we decided to go back up to the bus after a while. While we were walking up the hill, Kyle kicked a disco ball at us.

K was looking in the front window of the bus to get Caleb's attention, which she did, so he came outside to talk to us. He hugged us all, and it was amazingly amazing because he was warm and smelled super good. But when he pulled back from the hug he put his hands on my hips and that was kinda strange. We talked to him for a little bit and then he was going to go inside. I told him he should get us back in and he said something about not being able to but I was arguing with him about it lmaolmao. He stood there with his arms out saying "i love you" to me so I hugged him and said "i love you, now lets go inside" and we walked a bit with him, while we were still arguing about him being able to get us back inside. We stopped in the middle of the parking lot and he said he couldn't because of Gabe. He was really concerned with me being mad at him, and he called me "grumpybutt" or something like that, then he pet the back of my head. I told him not to touch my hair so he stopped lol. When he finally did leave he said something about not being allowed to touch my hair, then put his hand on my arm real quick and walked away. Brittni then told me to stop being all over her husband lmfao.

We were standing in the parking lot for a while, then the security dudes said we had to go wait on the sidewalk with everyone else so they could clear the parking lot. Eventually Jonathan came back out so we walked into the parking lot and right over to him because the security guys were gone. He was talking to two girls that were asking about Austin, and when I walked up he was turning towards me as if he didn't want to talk to them and it made me laugh on the inside. They were like "tell him we love him!!" and then as they were walking away they said "oh, we love you too!" and Jonathan said "I don't need your love" and I laughed. I think he maybe hugged me again then, and I asked what he needed my help with. I'd tell you, but I eh it's not important. Nothing where you'd be like OMGGGGGGGG. He just wants me to help him and Kyle out with something, but he said he'd talk to me online about it. I wanna know how he's gonna do that XD but whatevs. Oh, so he was leaving but I asked for another hug, then we left. As we drove by, we think we saw Caleb outside. I wish we would've stayed a little bit longer but ehh, oh well. I didn't get pictures with anyone but that's okay, because I'll just get some next time.

The end.
D: I really wish I was going to the Toronto show tomorrow.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

what the jimminywinks?

ATL is tomorrow.
finally all these dumb shows are getting here.
Amandalynn is supposed to call me tonight to have Jonathan talk to me and holy fucking shit my insides are freaking out because i'm so nervous. hating talking on the phone + the guy that gives me 2342384023230948 butterflies = near death.
yes that's right, i'm near death at the moment.
except i'm playing twilight princess (omgzzz no wai?!) so that's kind of taking my mind off of it.

i predict i won't be on the computer very much friday - sunday, so text me you hoebags.

<3